Blogging does help!

I love the fact that I'm able to vent about things.
I don't care if no one reads them.
But it truly helps.
I missed writing but didn't really allow myself time for it before. I missed being able to express myself. I'm so glad I decided to start doing this.
How long will it last?
No freaking clue.
But I hope I continue doing it for a while.
Knowing that if someone is going through the same stuff and it could help makes me happier. Knowing that someone who has gone through the same stuff can share some of their insight with me is a little bit of a relief.
I guess it does seem weird that I'm posting my opinions and thoughts for the internet world to see. But who knows who will actually see it?
I'm not posting any information that could incriminate me. Or anything that could really be used against me. Yeah, I have hpv. Is someone going to judge me for that? Maybe. But the majority of people who are sexually active get it. But most don't get the high risk kind and most don't ever notice it. It typically goes away within a year or two. Not like I'm going to hang out with someone and they'll get it. Not like I'm promiscuous. It could have been from when I was raped. Who knows?
But this whole blogging thing does seem to be helping me. A little escape from my mess of a life.
I'm feeling like expressing myself in a way helps. Being able to write and know that someone else could possibly read it... Definitely helps.
I need to to to the doctor again though. The regular doctor. I have between a 100 degree fever and 102. I'm hot. I'm freezing. It's not fun. But I've been dealing with this for the last month or so. And I feel like poo. Haha. Yay for being sick with what seems like the flu! Friday, well today, seems like it will be a day for emissions and the walk in clinic possibly. Definitely emissions. Why the heck do we have to get them done every other year? Bolshevik. Ps that means BS to me.
Night, all!